the good, the bad, the really bad, and progression.

I'm on vacation. Sorry my blogs have been extremely short and pointless lately but i've been so busy, believe it or not. I'll catch up later though
Peace Out - Shana

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I had an emotional breakdown a little earlier tonight and it sucked. But I just finished watching Friends so I'm in a much better mood, and then I watched Vh1's 50 Most Awesomely Bad Videos and the people making the little commentaries about each video were so hilarious. Anyways, I'm getting ready to mozy to bed. Goodnight all.

Peace OUt ~Shana~

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"My Band" by Eminem is officially the worst song ever.

"Oh Snap!" is officially the worst expression ever.

Oh, hey, I got my prom pictures back today and they're great. If anyone wants to see em let me know.

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Hey Hey Hey! Today totally blew ass but I'm trying to be a positive Polly instead of a negative Nelly, and it's really difficult. Oh well...I went to project graduation last night, which for anyone who doesn't know is where the seniors and anyone else who is personally invited by a senior (I fall into this category) goes to this place and stays from 10pm til 6am the next morning...It was crazy. I slid down the largest slide in the world like 84 times and it was great, but now I have all these burns on my legs and arms because I went to fast or something. Today my friend gave me this ribbon (like the kind they give as awards to elementary school kids) that said World's Best Husband on it...What can I say, I was honored.
Peace OUt ~Shana~

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I had such a horrible horrible horrible day. I have no friends anymore. I didn't even do anything, I've just been so horribly depressed that I can't bring myself to talk to anyone so they think I'm being stuck up or that I don't like them anymore. And it hurts alot when someone is making fun of you to someone else but you happen to overhear it, even if they are just jealous b/c their boyfriend was in love with you...and b/c they're ugly. And my one true friend that I still have at school...well I never get to see her b/c we don't have any classes together, but when I do, like I said I'm too depressed to even have a light conversation with her. I'm going nuts. Please God help me.

Peace Out ~Shana~

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Ahhh...I just checked out of school b/c I forgot to study for this extremely huge test concerning the presidents and stuff. I'm currently eating a brownie and cranking up the Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers which I haven't done in quite a while, and I'm thoroughly enjoying it. I had only been at school 30 mins, and I was like "fuck this" so here I am. I have only 7 more days of school then I'll be a senior I guess. I have completely mixed emotions about that, but I figure everyone does so I'll just stop there on that topic as not to bore everyone.

Peace Out ~Shana~

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Oh, I just wrote a blog like 2 seconds ago but I forgot to tell everyone what I did this weekend. Saturday I went to put flowers on my deceased father's grave. Then, later that night 1 of my best friends and 2 of her friends all went skating. We were the only people there not 8. It was great though, we were all dancing and stuff in our skates and the little kids didn't know what to think, and I kept falling b/c I can't dance and skate at the same time, it's just inpossible. Then we went to get some ice cream at Baskin Robbins and I totally pissed the lady that works there off b/c as a joke/dare I asked her if I could have a partial refund since I didn't even eat half of my ice cream...and she thought I was retarded, as does everyone.

Peace Out ~Shana~

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Ok, This is the best weekend I've had since like last August, as incredibly sad as that sounds. But I've been deeply depressed like for forever and it started last September and I'm just now feeling a little better. It's so great though, I really appreciate everything now that I'm ok again. I've been through like 5 different medicines and FINALLY found one that works. Well anyways, my life Rocks...as do I. Hope everone has an AMAZING Monday!

Peace Out ~Shana~

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Hey party peeps, hows everyone tonight, actually this morning? I'm surprisingly great just incase you asked. I had a really bad day, but my friend and I went out to eat and ever since I've been in a really great mood. I watched Conan tonight, and literally laughed my ass off. It was great...I love laughing my ass off.

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Ok. I have a mission, and it's to be friendlier to people. And this is going to sound EXTREMELY conceited, but it's mainly because I'm way cooler than most people I meet, so unless I think someone has a personality that really gets my attention, I probably won't acknowledge them. Which means I don't acknowledge about 95% of people that I meet. How horrible is that?? Actually I don't feel that bad about it, but I realize that it is wrong. And I also don't like talking to people with no or bad sense of humor. That is probably without a doubt my biggest pet peeve about people b/c I'm like constantly laughing at the most random shit, and I just don't understand it, I LOVE to laugh, it's my favorite thing ever- why aren't other people like this? I don't know, that's one of the many mysteries in life I have yet to figure out-- which is why some people have really good sense of humor and others seem to have none at all, is it hereditary? or just boringness? I'm probably one of the few people to have ever thought about this so I apologize for rambling on about it. But, that's why I plan to be a phsycologist. Either that or something having to do with computers, b/c I love computers and the internet. I have ever since the first time I was ever on a computer, which was when I was about 5. Even then, when computers consisted merely of Paintbrush and Microsoft Word, I was amazed. But I'm going to go off to bed for now...actually I'll probably eat some ice cream first ...but then I'll go to bed. Everyone have an AMAZING day tomorrow!
Peace Out ~Shana~

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Well the Friends finale just went off a little bit ago and I'm not gonna lie, I totally cried. Oh and something else I almost cried about but didn't today: All the Seniors got out today b/c they always get out of school like 2 wks before all the underclassmen and I was soooo sad. They left at 10:30 and I wanted to cry b/c one of my best friends is a senior and I have like 4 classes with her and it's gonna be so hard without her b/c I'm kind of a loner I guess you could say. It's like I'm "popular" I guess, but I'd rather not be, so I don't talk to alot of people. I don't know, it makes no sense but anyways, I'm just weird and I've come to accept and love that about myself. But, that's all I have to say for now.

Peace Out ~Shana~

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Last night I babysat until 3 am and I was so exhausted, I don't know why really b/c all i really did was lay on the couch for 10 hours straight. But anyways, I watched the MTV2 premiere of "Velvet Revolver: Making The Video". It was so great, I had been looking forward to watching it all night. Duff Mckagan (ex Gn'R bassist, currently in Velvet Revolver) is sexier than ever!!! I don't know what happened b/c in the Gn'R days he was sooo ugly. I was watching the Metallica and Guns n' Roses Live and Loud Tour Video today, and he looked horrible. But anyways, maybe he's just gotten better with age. I also find Scott Weiland extremely attractive, but his hair bothers me, I hate it! But he's still very sexy, I love the way he moves. He's dances so amazing when he's performing...he still doesn't top Axl, though.

Peace Out ~Shana~

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