jesus
05.14.08 (11:54 pm) [edit]
how do i not be so numb? i cannot stand any of my "friends," primarily because i've recently realized they're all too selfish or depend on alcohol for a decent friendship. i can't do this anymore. i hope i don't go insane. no one is dependable for anything. i simply trust no one and am trying to find it in myself to make it. my low-end job. overworked, underpaid...the story of my short-live life. how to i change things? i don't even know. the thought overwhelms me alone.
