finding common ground with uncommon people

My life right now consists of not much and that's good with me for the most part. I don't get to see my friends as much as I'd like, but I realized everyone's very busy with their own life as am I. I love connecting with table I wait on. I do. I've never been much of a social person, but I'm finding I love to be now. I'm no longer afraid to let my quirky personality come out and people are very receptive toward it. Which makes me very confident for the first time in my life. I've never been able to describe myself as confident. I love it. I am single and I think I like that. Subconcsiously I may not, though. The past two nights I've had vivid dreams about being in a healthy, stable relationship with an unidentified male. In the first dream it's a cute, slender guy with shaggy, dark hair. He smiles a lot and we're happy, healthy, and sober. The second dream...basically the same, except the guy is blonde and a little more athletic build. In both, I feel comfortable. There's no uneasy feelings or fear of commitment. I'm happy in the place we are in both dreams, and we both smile a lot. I've never actually had a sense of comfort in any relationship I've ever been in. I long for this I think, while, as I said...I'm happy being single or so I think. That's all for now. Love, me.