Breaking Off What Never Was.

Breaking Off What Never Was.

I don't regret most anything. I don't regret meeting you. I don't regret knowing you. I don't regret any time I've spent with you. I regret sleeping with you. I regret making you think that was interested in you for more than a friend. I thought I was. I'm not. Now I've led you on unintentionally into thinking this could possibly be serious or something close, but it's not going to. I knew that. I wanted it to. As "a friend" says, "you want so badly to be in love with this guy. You've given him every chance. He is rich, good-looking, and smart." He is those things and it doesn't satisfy me at all. It's temporarily flattering. I like to be seen with you. I do. When you tell me how your co-workers won't stop talking about what a catch I am...flattery that I haven't had in years. You bore me. That's it. I can't have any future with someone that I have well, been dating? Maybe...as I was saying...I can't have any future with someone that I cannot make conversation with even 3 months into. I mean, Geez. What a freaking let down. I suppose it's me. You're you and I am me. That's logic, right? I just always built you up to be so amazing. Then I got to know you. So here's the thing. It would be very easy to break everything off completely seeing as how I'm not even sure there is a status between the two of us, BUT...and here's the huge BUT: We have slept together which makes me feel like a complete "floozy" as you call them to want to end things before they've really begun. But things will not begin for us. I can tell. I wish we hadn't done that.



posted by: barnabus1 (reply)
post date: 06.28.09 (9:10 pm)

Looks like you need to break the news to him ASAP!!!
The longer on the string, the harder it hurts!! No regrets!!! I don't allow them...you're crystal ball wasn't too clear at the time, and the future was hard to see...had it cleared up some...but you did what you thought was the very best thing to do at the time, and if it turns out less than perfect, that's just too bad...gotta clear up that damn crystal ball somehow!!!



posted by: Ladyg (reply)
post date: 06.28.09 (10:34 pm)

We all do things that we wish we hadn't done.

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